pen and ink (originals)

Time is a traitor
Yes I believe
Fast when you're gay
And slow when you grieve
When you want it to run fast
It crawls so slow
But it flies so fast
When you don't want to go.

A simple way to show I care
And a vow to keep the promise I made.
That wherever I am
Far or near,
My love for you will never fade..

Si Toto

hala bira-bira
lakat sa kaagahon
baka-baka ubra
magpuli kagab-ihon

ga sakit ang kalawasan
daw ma bali ang tuhod
para lang may sud-an
kag sa tagsa adlaw maka takod

nag abot gid ang tiempo
nga sila maka tawhay na
si toto ma koleheyo
sa syudad ma eskwela

si nanay ga pangabudlay
para si toto ka padayon
si tatay ga patay-patay
para si toto may balon

pero si toto ano ang natabo
serbesa kag dota ang gina tun-an
wala gid sang inalung-ong kag animo
sng ga kalatabo sa kalibutan

hala bira-bira
lakat sa kaagahon
si toto ari na
mabulig tanum sa aton

i wrote this to some1 i really care about.. i guess im too late..
still im w8ng.. if i could have the chance.. ^^

To Violet

I want to say before we part,
Is it too late for me to start?
Just ‘til now. I realized,
Your face is all I memorized.

Why have I let this pass,
All this time was’nt it suffice?
To see and know what I felt for you
I was too blind to face the truth.

The truth that I am falling for you,
Drowning with each lie.
Trying to forget you,
Still, all I want is you.

I was to stubborn to admit,
Until now that I am late.
I fell for you a long time ago,
And I was confused at that state.

Would it still matter
What I’d say right now?
To say what I’m feeling
Now that you’ve got someone.

I wish I had more time
To see you as you are.
To know you better, to see your beauty
To be with you longer.

So here I am, I’m writing it down
Hoping somewhere you’ll read this
Hoping sometime you’ll try to think
That somehow, someone loves you …Secretly.

how could some1 know if he/she loves a certain person? such a cliche question? true, but is there really a correct answer for this common question asked by a million? if one asks me,i could say you'll feel it and know it when the time comes. still, such abstract answer for a question we encounter @ least 1nce in everyclose friend we have, or once in a lifetym.. maybe we need that lifetym to understand what love really is.. some love guru may answer this common question perfectly but can we really define what is beyond our imagination? for love is so huge that it even saved the world.. why does something even that huge exist? and how can we distinguish love from infatuation on the very moment of us loving the idea of loving some1? we may deny that it is not infatuation 'til the long tym comes and understand what we had was not really true.. and what about "Love @ 1st syt?" i do not beliv in such cliche` occurence.

a friend told me "meg, i cant fight this feeling anymore.haha" then i thought, WTF?!

haha i told him how could some1 be inlove with a person he or she does not know?

is it because LOVE is such a magical feeling? a magical word only the person who feels it understand?

xur every1 is entitled to one's opinion but.. well its what i have in mind...

sooo reader... what do u think of love?



















-chuck ^.6